Avant hier October, she said
Fiction
“Lord I have changed, every time I wake up. I wake up upset.
17. October 2023. It is 9am.
Every time I wake it is not to build a thing, it is to endure . The idea pisses me off. Now I can add a layer of waking up upset.
I worked yesterday my body aches, I don’t want to rush.
Am I waking lonely,
I am not sure.
No adrenaline this morning.
Plus hole in the socks.
Mardi 17 October.
A dog that is what I am.
Unfruitful 3 years. 4years now.
A dog that is what I am.
Je vais plus en cours. J’ai accepté une mission toute la journée. Ensuite je rentre. 17.Octobre.2023
Les semaines se ressemblent et pas en bien. On est en octobre, il est 10h.17.03.2023
J’écoute les cours. En 3 jours on oublie tout.
ready for breakfast
is there anything to eat “
“Being close to what you really are.
Or giving up ?
That is the question.
And does this work allows you freedom?
Une soirée pour tout remettre en question
Et bien mettre les points sur les i quelques secondes
Pour reprendre le rythme par lequel il faut passer obligé
Why don’t you open up, and speak about life ?
Huh